well oh dear.
where to begin?
and to be honest--who cares?
i dont know, maybe this is just a dear god--he's texting me. apparently, some things you cant friggen get rid of.
but to the rest of the world, hello. hello. hello.
oh yes, ok so maybe i'm just doing this because it's any excuse to procrastinate. i should really get rid of that little set back; procrastination.
nasty habit, really.
hmm so i like pink floyd. their music's pretty hip, i'd say.
i need to go to cabela's and check out their longbows. dick's only has compound bows which i CAN'T STAND. no offense, of course, if you like them. we all have our preferences. i considered getting another recurve but i believe a long bow will be my weapon of choice.
I havent finished one thing for honors art yet this summer.
which means i still have 5 large projects and 20 sketches to do, good luck to me.
and i still have to read jane eyre.
technically, i finished an oil during the school year which i am planning on using, so four more projects to go, and i have started three sketches, although none are finished. so i guess you can add those up to about one and a half completed sketches. holy hell i'm on a roll.
i also meant to finish typing up my chapters this week.
guess what?
it didnt happen.
and you aren't even surprised. good, you are catching on.
it seems as though i could probably complain, at least mentally, about anything ever no matter how favorable it is.
for instance, i complain i don't get enough hours where i work yet when i work i complain how i dont want to be there and could be doing better things with my life.
which is, apparently, nothing.
i have also accomplished spinning around in mindless circles about what i want to do with my life.
this is what i have laid out so far (with much thought, mind you)
1) Go to college
2) Get a degree in something (although everything i want to do in life it doesnt seem like you need a degree for and nothing i want to do seems "acceptable enough" meaning it
wont bring in the loot, but honestly if i'm happy im happy. My new thought is
something with movies, theyre amazing and i love every aspect)
3)If i don't find something i like, there's always the military. i kind of miss that lifestyle. I would
have preferred navy but i believe theyre the only branch which makes girls chop of
their hair for boot camp so i'm thinking army or marines. sorry, USA, but i value my
hair a little bit too much i suppose. nothing wrong with that.
4) I'm still secretly hoping I can live off my writing (ya, go ahead and laugh) or maybe I'll
become a famous action hero. they can make little figurines out of me--how quaint
now I'm just rambling ish.
blair, go do something productful....
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So, did you end up going and being productive? If it'd been me in college I probably would've signed off this and waisted another while on facebook before opening a word document and staring at it for 30 minutes feeling a sense of accomplishment when my name and heading was written and I'd saved the document. I would then glance at my clock and notice that the cafeteria would be opening soon and decide to "get back to work" after dinner.
ReplyDeleteBy the way, I got a AAAS degree in Youth Ministry and plan on using it for volunteer work. Yeah, I'm not racking in the dough anytime soon, but I am happy with my choice. I can go back to college for 2 more years and get a BA in something if I need to later.